♥ her world ♥

hello readers!

what a happy week it is
haha its my birthday week

obviously i'm happy!

well exam weeks were freaking stressful

VERY VERY much worse than any others i had

so stressful it made me break down

a few times...

i hate it when that happens cos i feel helpless

the feeling of being unable to fight stinks

anyway to me all my papers are like a torture

hope i manage to get thru all of them

my holidays started on 4th september.

my last paper was so depressing

a few hours before the paper i cried in my room alone

sobbing like a small child lost in a shopping centre

it was that overwhelming

i didn't even notice i was crying till i felt my tears

oh well

its all over now

and i'm hoping for the best

the last day of exams

i went to vivo city to break fast

with my darling R4F

never did i know that they planned a surprise for me

guess i was to stressed up i wasn't thinking of anything else

i was basically going thru every other day like a zombie

sat and ate burger king at the vivo rooftop

suddenly i got tapped and surprised from the back

by

marie, nicholas, geraldine, shijun, krystle,dylan

but

sadly the rest cudn't make it though

we spent that short nite under the night sky

talking crapping singing

the night sky was very beautiful

the moon was full

and the sky was clear

they bought me cake with orange yakult inside woo!

they bought me a cute crown headband :)

and R4F bought me a giraffe necklace NICE! :D

hee

although the night spent together was short

but it really made a difference to me

i was so depressed but they cheered me up by being there for me

thank u so much! i love u guys so much! muchmuchmuch muchhy muchhy much..

lame

ok so that was friday night

then on last saturday i went to break fast with my awesomeness CIs

i booked a table for 15 at Madjack at Bukit Timah

but

only 8 came

rather sad but the usual awesome 7 was just awesome

haha

we met under my block at 6pm

had two cars

hannan's and jerry's

i was in jerry's

we went to Madjack and had break fast

my depressed mood was not really gone

so had not much appetite to eat

ordered fish and chips and ate like only one fish

gave the rest to adi

haha the dumpster like that

TSK waster zimah

we decided to go to geylang next

spend the rest of the night walking around geylang

which was as usual packed like no ones business

was sweating

like omg sweating

didn't do much actually

abit like mindless walking

haha

its not really considered window shopping

considering the shops has no windows..

haha

ok so yea they sent me home at around 12+?

not really sure

was rather tired

went on my mom's bed and talked

talked till my dad called

he asked my mom out

but the rest of us followed

and that was like 1+am

didn't even had to change

haha

went to al-ameen

i ate satay

like a lot by myself satay

haha

talked and joked

went home at 3am

didn't sleep though

help my brother paint my room

now its green and white

nice :D

the next day i went out with my mom and sis

a whole day out

went around town

far east plaza to buy my clothes

then ion to look around

tangs to buy my shoes

takashimaya to buy my sis's skirt

then went on my dad's taxi to IKEA

time for my room decos

i bought awesome blinds

so happy

these are said to be my advance birthday present

happy or wat

ofcourse happy

super tired afterwards

had to prepare for first day of ITP the next day

i met joyce and joshua at 6.50am at woodlands interchange

we reached at 7am

we were suppose to meet the supervisor at 7.20

but she came at 8 instead

so we waited for one hour

haha

had fun talking and talking though

the introduction day was so short

we ended at 9+am

and i only had to meet my silat friends at 2pm

so i ended up going to far east plaza with joyce

but the shops were mainly closed

joyce had breakfast first while we waited for the shops to open

we disturbed sharon who was so jealous about us ending early

haha

oh well sharon

i'm sorry :)

we went around finding clothes

then at 12 we went off

i went home first cos i decided to leave my heavy big bag at home

but i reached marina square late

but ofcourse they haven started playing yet

they were waiting for the rest outside the bowling place

the place was packed with people

we waited and finally got 3 lanes

grps of 6 each

we played and played like no ones business

at first i didn't wanna play

cos it would be like the 2nd time in my life i played bowling

but it ended up tat i wasn't alone

almost all of us just tried playing it for the 3rd or 2nd time

haha

and yes most of us seemed to love the drain so much

LOL

i had so much fun bowling

i didn't know it would be that fun

haha

as we bowled we decided on where to eat

actually we wanted seoul garden but it was rather expensive for some

so we decided to change

we thought of eating at masjid al-faalah

but we changed and decided on popeye

we went to masjid maulana

to catch our asar

then had a small bite for our break fast

we pray

and went off to popeyes

met more people after that

met Mus who came in smart attire because of ITP

then we met diana'twinkle' and also zul

went to popeyes and right there

i got my 2nd birthday surprise

hahah that day was shahirah's birthday, 7th september

and mine was two days later

i was speechless actually

like what?

i thought we're having this gathering for Hadi?

haha i got tricked..

like oh mann not again..

haha

very touched by them

especially by ryaihanny, nurin they all.

u guys rock my socks mann..

hanny baked us brownies which were awesomely nicee :D

the present they bought for me was so cute.

dale from CHIP & DALE

it had a big head small body haha how cute can it be! :D

ok we celebrated shahirah's bdae, my bdae, hadi's farewell and also zul's farewell who went into NS the day after..

Hadi went in yesterday, 11 september 09 haha
all the best to them!

hope to see them soon again :D

ok so yeap that was monday.
took loads of pictures
u can find the videos we made on facebook.

loads of them..

touching videos.

ok tuesday i had no ITP,

so spend the day helping my mom

then wednesday was the actual birthday

090909!

how awesome can that date be?

VERY

i turned 18 on 090909 :D

ok so finally legal

didn't have much celebration though
just a normal day..

then the normal day continued till friday.
and i realise for my ITP we got better and better at creating murders
haha!

ok so yea friday night i started baking..
but i was so tired that i couldn't baked till the next morning uh..
only manage to finish one type..

continued today.
me and my mom managed to get 2 types of kuih.
pineapple tart and cookies! :D

hee ok so tired now..
haha oh btw i got my present from iskandar yesterday.
thank u guys for the cookies and shoe bag
love it :D

haha my brother was shocked when he came to my front door
hahaha..
oh well had to explain to him so many times..

haha oh my dad bought me a new phone..
haha i shall try to figure how to use it first..
haha

hmm can't wait for hari raya..
so excited..
woo..
hee ok ppl shall update whenever i can :D

take care!

Labels: its me zimah :D

BORED BORED BORED!

sick and tired of studying..

sobs!

i took all these pics and well more using my webcam

i was well bored.

ignore the background..

room under construction..

I WANT ONE BLACK AND WHITE TILED WALLS AND 3 LIME GREEN WALLS!

my lil sis is being a whining idiot..

crying for the stupidest reasons..

crap u..

i don't care u're getting only a small percentage of the room.

and no ppl..

i'm not evil..

i'm freaking in pain..

stupid ulcer..

damn it larr..

ohh gosh..

i want my exams to be over soonn..

2 more papers.

2 more crazy papers..

crap it i need to study smart..

i need to stop procrastinating and start..

i need to get to some place i could study..

arghhh ULCERRR paaiiinn..

oh mannn...

i've got nothing much..

don feel like updating

just wanted to complain about my ulcer..

PAAIINNN!!

i just realise also that my holidays are burnt..

due to ITP..

my mom is gonna flip..

i promised her that i will clean my room during the hols.

oh well..

i'll do it on the weekends..

hopefully..O.O

DAMN U ULCER!

ok my dad and brothers are like making so much noise now larr..

for goodness sake i wanna study..haish nvm..

let them be..

i'll try to concentrate here..

BUT I CAN'T!..

my ulcer is bothering me so much..CRAPPPPP...

oh mann..okok shall go off and try to concentrate..

FOCUS FOCUS!

bye people!

mannn my dad is acting like a 3 year old!..

all due to soccer..

nonsense..

making so much noise when its like 1+ in the morning..

oh well..

adios take care..

Labels: here we go again